Busy, busy, busy. There is not enough time in the day to do what I need to at the moment. I'm starting to rethink having 2 jobs while I'm at college. The travel alone is killing me, I seem to be spending several hours on the bus each day. I could probably get away with dropping one job and hopefully pick up some extra hours at my other job. Another thing I need to get sorted is driving, although how I'll afford a car is another matter.
My parents are also driving me mad, the urge to have a massive tantrum is growing ever stronger but, well it wouldn't solve anything apart from to make me feel a bit better and get some things out in the open. If I could sit down and talk to them calmly about things then it would be different but anytime these issues are raised I get really emotional.
Anyway my new Lost episode has almost finished downloading so I shall get ready to watch that, yay!
I need a new laptop, the one I'm currently using has a screen hanging by one hinge. However they are very expensive so I may have to make do for now.
I'm not looking forward to Christmas, the whole 'family togetherness' thing doesn't really work when half of mine arn't talking to each other. I wish I could hibernate for a few weeks through Christmas and New Year. Everyone seems to go a little crazy in December for whatever reason.
Weird things are happening, I'm finding it difficult to comprehend them all at the moment. It feels a bit like theres a spotlight on me that I can't get away from. All this random stuff keeps occuring and I don't know where its coming from. Its coming from all corners as well. Home, work, friends - so many different situations all at once. All very bizarre.
I had a run today with a parent as if its my fault their kid had a bruise. If kids are running around with each other they are likely to be rough and they may get scrapes/bruises. It wasn't as if little Johnny went to hospital or something it was simply what happens when kids play around. Honestly dealing with parents is the worst part of my job.
The new job is going fairly well. Its taking time to settle in which is pretty normal I suppose but the people are nice and I get on with most of them well. The downside is one of the managers who is completely unprofessional. I don't mind swearing but when its done repeatedly in a workplace when there is no real need for it it does annoy me a little.
I've finally decided to quit and its the best decision I've ever made I think. I just felt incredibly lighthearted once I'd handed in my resignation letter. No more having to deal with the politics and the dramas that seem to occur regularly at my workplace.
I really need to start using this more regularly as I think its quite a good place to be able to rant without consequences! That is I can moan about work without having to hurt anyone. There are also some quite interesting groups on LJ which I may look into.